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Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~1,300
Warnings: Sexual content and language.
Summary: Returning after the war for his seventh year, Harry is still trying to figure out why he can't get Malfoy out of his head. A candid moment one winter night leads him to the answer.
A/N: Please feel free to point out any errors. Thanks!
Disclaimer: These characters are creations of the amazing J.K. and are not owned by me. I make no profit here; just having fun.
Breaking Ice
There has always been something about Malfoy. Before the war it was usually the way he could irritate me like no other, but even now, with him ignoring me all together, there’s still something that draws my eyes and my thoughts to him. Standing here, looking across the frozen lake, watching him slide so elegantly across its glassy surface, I think I finally have an idea what it is. It’s the way his arms are tucked into his body, the way his legs are crossed, the way his head is thrown back, pale strands of hair flaring, a look of total peace and abandon on his face as he spins; he’s the most graceful and beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
The outfit he’s wearing fits his body like a glove and doesn’t look very warm, but even from this distance I can tell that the flush on his cheeks isn’t because of the cold. I’ve seen ice-skating before, and it never interested me much, but he makes it the most captivating art I’ve ever witnessed. If he knew I was watching he’d probably scowl and glide off, shattering my first glimpse of him ever actually enjoying something.
I stifle a chuckle at the thought that I’d like to capture this moment in a snow globe, but my small movement causes the snow to crunch beneath my feet, and Malfoy’s frame stiffens as he turns to find me standing near the edge of the lake. We stare at each other for what seems like the longest moment in my life so far, with him seemingly calm and me nervous beyond reason over what his reaction will be. Then, unexpectedly, an almost imperceptible smile appears on his face before he speaks.
“Care to join me, Potter?”
“I… I don’t skate,” I flounder, staring at the hand he’s offered.
Malfoy smirks and Transfigures some nearby rocks into a pair of ice-skates. “Well, there has always been plenty of doubt about your intelligence, but I am sure you can learn.”
Still rather dumbfounded that he hasn’t sneered at me and stalked away, I sit down and fumble my way into the pair of skates. I have trouble getting back up and, surprising me again, Malfoy grabs my hands to pull me up while rolling his eyes and shaking his head at my helplessness. Not letting go, he sways his hips and guides me out to the middle of the lake.
“Now, I’m going to just barely keep a hold on your hand while you skate forward. I’ll tell you what you‘re doing wrong and how to fix it as we go along. The ice out here is nowhere near smooth, so only go as fast as you feel comfortable with and I’ll do my best to keep you from falling.”
“Why are you doing this, Malfoy?” I ask, still completely perplexed.
He just stares at me a while, with a searching look on his face, before smirking again. “I’m feeling generous.”
Before I can even begin to make sense of that answer, he gives my hand a tug and we’re off. My balance is horrible and I feel like I’m back at the Yule Ball again with no idea what I’m supposed to do with my feet. I do my best to follow his instructions, and slowly surprise myself by actually getting better. Once we’ve gone back and forth a few times, Malfoy tells me I’m going to try skating backwards now. If I was nervous before, it’s nothing compared to now. Oddly enough though, I catch on rather quickly, and before you know we’re flying across the make-shift rink. The jubilant smile on my face falls open into a gasp, however, when I hit a bump in the ice and fall backwards.
Thankfully, I land in the softer snow, rather than on the harsh ice, but this soon doesn’t make a much of difference when Malfoy lands on top of me, having been pulled by our still joined hand. For one tense moment I think he’s going to be upset, but once again proves me wrong and begins to laugh. I’ve never heard anything quite like it, but despite how much I want to just listen and take in such an elusive sound, I can’t help but laugh with him.
He rolls off to lie next to me in the snow as we regain composure. Almost instantly I miss his weight on top of me and try my hardest not to frown and make it obvious; I doubt he’s paying much attention to my face right now, but still. It ends up being a good thing I did try to control my face because in the next moment Malfoy turns onto his side and props up his head on an arm.
“Well, as your teacher, I can certainly say that is a move not to be repeated. However, we probably did need a break, so this is as good an excuse to take one as any.” The goofy smile on his face is entirely mesmerizing and all I can do is stare. It slowly slips to confusion though when he notices. “What?”
“N-nothing. It’s just- I don’t think I’ve ever seen you smile like that before.”
I’m still blatantly staring at him, my brain desperately trying to tell me to stop, while he looks down and blushes. “Yes, well, I guess I’ve never have much reason to smile before now, have I.”
“No. No I guess not,” I state stupidly. And when my limbs do finally decide to move, I reach out and brush some fallen hair out of his face and behind his ear.
He looks at me, shocked, and before I fully know what’s happening, I have a lap full of beautiful Slytherin. For all I can tell, he’s decided to try the dementor method and extract my soul by means of sucking it out through my mouth. I have never been kissed so fiercely before but I am definitely not complaining. As his mouth moves to my neck my hands move through his hair, down his back, and find purchase on his amazing bum. The outfit he’s wearing allows me to feel everything so perfectly it’s almost as if he were naked.
Our frotting becomes frantic and Malfoy’s whimpers are the most erotic sounds I have ever heard. I can’t hold off any longer, and come, groaning through my release. Malfoy loses it a moment later, and, almost too quietly to hear, sighs my given name. I cannot think of a time when my name has ever sounded more beautiful and cherished.
We kiss again for a moment before Mal- Draco curls around me and we attempt to regain our breath.
“I doubt that was in the book, but it’s certainly a lesson I’d like to be taught again.”
Draco huffs out a laugh. “I’d say that was more of a reward than a lesson, and a much deserved one at that. You caught on a hell of a lot faster than I thought you would actually.”
“Mmm. Believe me, I surprised myself,” I mumbled, my eyelids fluttering.
With a swift whack to the chest Draco reprimanded me for falling asleep and suggested we should go inside, seeing as it was rather cold. With the hour being so late, there was no one else in the hallways and I was free to give Draco one more toe-curling snog before having to go our separate ways. As our foreheads rested together I made him promise he would owl about when we could meet next and asked him what this meant for us.
He smiled softly and replied, “Something good, Harry. Something good.”
accomplishedThe Rules:
1. Answer each of the questions below using the Flickr Search engine.
2. Choose a photo from the first three pages.
3. Copy the URL of your favorite photo into this site
4. Then share with the world!
1. First Name
2. Favorite Food... Pasta!
3. Hometown... Stevens Point, WI
4. Favorite Color... Black
5. Celebrity Crush... Mikey Way
6. Favorite Drink... Dr. Pepper
7. Dream Holiday... Ireland
8. Favorite Dessert... Dove Dark Chocolate
9. What I Want To Be When I Grow Up... Radio DJ/Theatre sound or light board operator
10. What I Love Most In The World... Reading
11. One Word That Describes Me... Eclectic
12. LiveJournal Name... klair716
Whisper in My Ear
Whisper me sweet nothings
And by "sweet" I mean "dirty"
And by "nothings" I mean "suggestions".
Confused
It's almost like Stockholm Syndrome with you.
You've got me captured and I can't escape,
However not with a building, but with your words.
You make me scare, yet elated;
A feeling that's hard to describe.
This is the most open I've ever been,
And it's amazing to know you accept me.
Feelings and ideas I thought were wrong,
They're all okay to you.
And it's a little humbling to find someone like that in this world.
Still, it's like Stockholm Syndrome with you.
And I'm so captivated, I don't want to stop.
Untitled Rhyme
This is terrifying and new
Careful what I do
Aiming to please you
Corner of my lip, I do chew
In worry over you
Over you reactions to what we do
This is terrifying and new
So this stuff is all kind of rough and may get polished off at some later date, but right now I like it. Hope you do too :)
1. Bold the names of guys you'd definitely shag.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might shag after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don't do anything for you alone.
4. Put a question mark after the guys you've never heard of.
5. Strike out the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole. (In my case, I underlined them)
6. ADD THREE OF YOUR OWN AT THE END.
01. Stephen Dorff? (in Blade 1)
02. Wesley Snipes
03. Denzel Washington
04. Samuel L. Jackson
05. Hayden Christensen
06. Ian Somerhalder? !
07. James Van Der Beek
08. Ashton Kutcher
09. Sean William Scott? !
10. The Rock
11. Brendan Fraser
12. Oded Fehr? !
13. John Hannah? !
14. Hugh Grant
15. Colin Firth
16. Liam Neeson
17. Daniel Day-Lewis?
18. Leonardo Di Caprio (16 year old version)
19. Billy Zane? !
20. Harry Connick Jr.
21. Sean Astin
22. Dominic Monaghan
23. Karl Urban? !
24. Vin Diesel
25. Paul Walker? !
26. Joshua Jackson? !
27. James Marsden? !
28. Shawn Ashmore? !
29. Hugh Jackman
30. Will Kemp?
31. David Wenham? !
32. Viggo Mortensen
33. Elijah Wood
34. Tobey Maguire
35. James Franco
36. Alfred Molina? !
37. Harrison Ford
38. Sean Connery
39. Shane West
40. Stuart Townsend?
41. Richard Roxburgh? !
42. Ewan McGregor
43. Jonathan Rhys Meyers
44. Christian Bale
45. Jared Leto
46. Colin Farrell
47. Ben Affleck
48. Josh Hartnett
49. Bruce Willis
50. Billy Bob Thornton
51. Dennis Quaid
52. Jake Gyllenhaal
53. Patrick Swayze
54. Keanu Reeves
55. Gary Oldman
56. Tim Roth?
57. Steve Buscemi? !
58. Michael Madsen? !
59. Rick Yune?
60. Pierce Brosnan
61. Robert Carlyle?
62. Jonny Lee Miller?
63. Jude Law
64. Matt Damon
65. Clive Owen
66. Ryan Phillippe?
67. Benicio Del Toro? !
68. Johnny Depp
69. Orlando Bloom
70. Sean Bean? !
71. Eric Bana? !
72. Brad Pitt (‘Thelma and Louise’ version)
73. George Clooney
74. Mark Wahlberg
75. Jason Statham?
76. Edward Norton?
77. Ben Stiller
70. Owen Wilson
79. Vince Vaughn
80. Joaquin Phoenix
81. Russell Crowe
82. Billy Boyd
83. Paul Bettany? !
84. Heath Ledger
85. Mel Gibson
86. Jason Isaacs
87. Alan Rickman
88. Kevin Costner? !
89. Christian Slater?
90. Antonio Banderas
91. Tom Cruise
92. Ving Rhames? !
93. John Cusack
94. John Malkovich
95. Charlie Sheen
96. Kiefer Sutherland
97. Emilio Estevez? !
98. Rob Lowe
99. Matt Dillon? !
100. Kevin Bacon
101. Adam Brody
102. Andy Serkis? !
103. Alan Cumming
104. Josh Groban
105. Sean Biggerstaff
106. Zach Braff
107. Harry Sinclair?
108. Gerard Butler
109. Marton Csokas?
110. Jeremy Sumpter
111. Sean Patrick Flanery? !
112. Cillian Murphy? !
113. Hugh Dancy?
114. Ioan Gruffudd? !
115. Mads Mikkelsen?
116. Enrique Murciano? !
117. Jamie Bamber?
118. Craig Parker? !
119. Dean Cain? !
120. James Marsters
121. David Boreanaz
122. James Spader? !
123. Kevin Spacey
124. Al Pacino
125. Jim Caviezel
126. Josh Holloway? !
127. Will Smith
128. Matthew McConaughey
129. Patrick Wilson
130. Milo Ventimiglia
131. Jason Dohring?
132. Brandon Boyd
133. Tom Welling
134. Sean Maher?
135. Tré Cool
136. Billie Joe Armstrong
137. Mike Dirnt? !
138. Adrienne Armstrong ? (is a woman...)
139. Jason White?
140. Matthew Fox? !
141. Peter Sarsgaard?
142. Derek Jeter? !
143. Travis Fimmel? !
144. Michael Vartan? !
145. Rob Thomas
146. James Purefoy? !
147. Michael Rosenbaum
148. Jensen Ackles
149. William Fichtner? !
150. Patrick Dempsey
151. Ace Young? !
152. Francis Capra?
153. Ryan Hansen?
154. Robert Pattinson? !
155. William Moseley? !
156. Ryan Gosling
157. Nicolas Cage
158. Leigh Whannell?
159. Wentworth Miller? !
160. Jack Davenport?
161. Michael J. Fox
162. Kevin Federline
163. Liam Cunningham? !
164. John Barrowman? !
165. John Rzeznik? !
166. Sendhil Ramamurthy? !
167. Stephen Colbert
168. Jon Stewart
169. Brandon Flowers? !
170. Henry Ian Cusick?
171. John Krasinski? !
172. Michael Trucco? !
173. Benjamin McKenzie? !
174. Adrian Pasdar? !
175. Jeremy Piven? !
176. Justin Timberlake
177. Naveen Andrews? !
178. Vincent Cassel?
179. Adrian Paul?
180. Gabriel Byrne? !
181. Adrian Grenier? !
182. Daniel Craig? !
183. Nathan Fillion? !
184. Adam Baldwin?
185. Ed Quinn?
186. Eric Szmanda? !
187. George Eads? !
188. Omar Epps
189. Jared Padalecki
190. Christian Kane? !
191. Jeffrey Dean Morgan
192. Geoffrey Rush
193. Brandon Routh? !
194. Chris Lowell?
195. James Callis?
196. Justin Chambers? !
197. Michael Muhney?
198. Matthew Goode?
199. Bradley Cooper? !
200. Burn Gorman? !
201. Christopher Eccleston? !
202. David Tennant? !
203. Tom Felton (as Malfoy)
204. Daniel Radcliffe
205. Rupert Grint
206. Kevin McKidd?
207. Gaspard Ulliel? !
208. James McAvoy? !
209. Zac Efron
210. Jonas Armstrong?
211. Ed Speleers? !
212. Penn Badgley? ! (with long hair)
213. James Lafferty? !
214. Bryan Greenberg? !
215. Chace Crawford?
216. Joe Jonas?
217. Toby Hemingway?
218. Dane Cook
219. Travis Wall?
220. Brad Paisley? !
221. John Mayer
222. Blake Lewis
223. TR Knight? !
224. Hugh Laurie
225. David Duchovny
226. Damien Rice
227. Ozzy Osbourne
228. Tim Daly? !
229. Matthew Rhys? !
230. Robert Downey Jr.? !
231. Goran Visnjic
232. John Corbett? !
233. Michael Emerson? !
234. David Hewlett? !
235. Robert Knepper?
236. Nestor Carbonell?
237. Robert Sean Leonard? !
238. Zach Gilford?
239. Zachary Levi? !
240. Ryan McPartlin?
241. Kevin Alejandro?
242. David Anders? !
243. Chris Richardson? !
244. Gareth David-Lloyd?
245. Shia LaBeouf
246. Tahmoh Penikett?
247. Lucas Grabeel? !
248. Christopher Meloni? !
249. Van Hansis? !
250. Joe Flanigan?
251. Jason Momoa?
252. Chad Michael Murray
My Three:
253. Connor Oberst
254. William Beckett
255. Matt Bellamy
Ok, so I kind of stretched the rules and looked everyone up I didn’t know... that’s why one’s with question marks are also sometimes italic or bold. The ! means that I couldn’t put a face with the name, but after I looked it up, I knew who it was. The regular rules then apply to the !’s. and it was so hard to pick my three >.< There are too many cute/gorgeous guys I wanted to put down.
Song for the week of September 23rd is U-turn (Lili) by AaRON. It's pretty ^_^ and kind sad sounding... Enjoy.
Later, my lovelies.
School still sucks, being sick sucks more, missing people is no fun, and wanting someone but being shy is really a pain.
Song for the week of Sept. 16th is Stuck in the Middle by Mika. I've had Mika songs stuck in my head for the past few days and this one was the main one today, so that's why is 'won' out of the many songs I was considered. And I considered so many b/c I didn't really have a theme to my week other than 'Ugh, I wanna vomit', which is hard to find in a song, so I had to choose from all the really good songs I've been listening to recently.
Mika always reminds me of Ryan, which makes me smile while also feeling sad, b/c I miss him so. Stupid college.... lol. *mwahs for my PDA buddy*
Enjoy, lovelies.
annoyedSong for the week of September 9th is What Would Happen by Meredith Brooks. I blame Ryan and Elliott for this one b/c they were egging me on about someone I like, which got that person stuck in my head, which reminded me of this song, which ended up being stuck in my head also. So yeah... damn you, you adorable, hugable, loveable gay boys that I miss so much!
Enjoy the angstyness, my lovelies!
As usual, I can't remember a couple days out of my week, but that's ok! B/c I had an awesome Friday :) I hung out with Mandy and Cody almost all day and went to Appleton with them where I got a Marylin Manson shirt (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and a gay pride shirt!
They're so pretty ^_^ Oh, and I got the perfect socks for my Halloween outfit. Later that evening I also went to an impromtu get together at Bryce's house with just him, me, Lauren Fred, and Jessey; I finally learned how to play Apples to Apples and it can be so wrong, lol!
Anyways, anyone actually reading this probably doesn't care about that; you're just here for the song if you are even here at all! So, for the week of September 2nd the song is Golden Years by David Bowie. I recently aquired a copy of A Knight's Tale and had to watch it b/c it's awesome! This song was used in the banquet dance scene and I've had it stuck in my headd off and on since then.
Enjoy, lovelies.
P.S. - School starts Tuesday! AH! Senior year = >.< Scary...